Met my Chinese Orchestra teacher during the wedding. During an introduction to an overseas OSS CO friend, he introduced me as a pioneer of the alumni of the OSSCO.
I never see it that way. But since he commented it, it was worth a thought. Reflecting back on the years on helping the CO, i made lots of sacrifices and did some terrible choices. The outcomes of these years of supporting the CO, always came with a bittersweet return.
It is never a polished success, nor a complete failure.
I would always think of it as a continuing process towards a fruitful experience, because when i look back at the whole journey, it does looks like i have carved a name in CO, taking part in its proud history. But who am i to say that it credits all to me? It should be the other graduate members of OSS CO, that make it happen.
When i hear that the graduates of OSS CO doing well in academic, musically or in job wise, I just feel that they would reflect and maybe credit their success to OSS CO in molding their life. And perhaps feel the need to contribute back to the OSS CO.
OSS CO to me, is no longer a group of students playing music. It is a form of spirit. A camaraderie. A sense that binds the graduates together. Regardless of their contribution, it is to the spirit that they can uphold.
I don't know, maybe the other graduates don't feel the same, but i think we need to respect our roots. Know that they carve us to be who we are. The sweat, tears and joy are never forgotten.
I never see it that way. But since he commented it, it was worth a thought. Reflecting back on the years on helping the CO, i made lots of sacrifices and did some terrible choices. The outcomes of these years of supporting the CO, always came with a bittersweet return.
It is never a polished success, nor a complete failure.
I would always think of it as a continuing process towards a fruitful experience, because when i look back at the whole journey, it does looks like i have carved a name in CO, taking part in its proud history. But who am i to say that it credits all to me? It should be the other graduate members of OSS CO, that make it happen.
When i hear that the graduates of OSS CO doing well in academic, musically or in job wise, I just feel that they would reflect and maybe credit their success to OSS CO in molding their life. And perhaps feel the need to contribute back to the OSS CO.
OSS CO to me, is no longer a group of students playing music. It is a form of spirit. A camaraderie. A sense that binds the graduates together. Regardless of their contribution, it is to the spirit that they can uphold.
I don't know, maybe the other graduates don't feel the same, but i think we need to respect our roots. Know that they carve us to be who we are. The sweat, tears and joy are never forgotten.
Labels: OSS CO