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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i would like to run around with a hammer and hit glasses

Yup. Its that overflowing of tiredness making me want to use the remaining energy to do something that can really is productive.

The week of re-service is letting me to have some breathing space to regain my confidence that was sucked out of me by last week's events.

Just want to do things simple and win them step by step, one at a time.
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Sunday, July 27, 2008

Summary of the "screw urself" week

This was a bad week. And this is a bad post about it.

Keeping the story short, i kept screwing up at (internship) work. Ending up colleagues getting all the shit from me. And it becomes like a cycle of shit throwing mechanism, where everyone just gets it. Worst of all, it resurfaces to haunt me.

Colleagues try to give a pat on my back and say, "Its alright". But its pride that is holding me back. No wonder they say pride is the fall of mankind.

How much more can i take? I'm tired. Leaving would seem like a good excuse, but does it brand me as a quitter?

And as the work crap is not giving me enough, life in general is looking shitty too.


I need a break.
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Monday, July 21, 2008

Book review 8


Wanted to read the series "Hitch-hikers guide to the Galaxy" long ago already. It has been around for ages, and no one actually told me to read it.

Damnit!

Its really good. Nonsensically illogical, and yet smart in ways.

"Mostly Harmless" tells of Aurthur Dent having to find his 'home' since it was blasted by Vogans to build an express lane for the galaxy. And as he throttles through time/space dimensions.... he has to cope with his daughter, Random. Real mess~!

Had fun reading it.

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I am still alive!

The Tsin Hai Society Concert ended last week, and i had no time to update about it.

And have been around doing lots of stuff. Funny, how i didn't fall terribly sick to avoid all the stuff.

But being fit, also means that i have to resolve all the issues bravely.



The forecast for the week would be work related as i am going on reservist (In Camp Training) next week, i hope to accomplish my works before passing them on to the next unfortunate one.


Jia you. Banana. You can do it. :)

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Sunday, July 06, 2008

Not that good enough...

Came back home from a day of orchestra/cello practice.

Felt that my cello skills are still not good enough in many ways. Still lack that basic foundations. My side reading sucks and pitching is a constant issue.

*Sigh*

And what irks me is that everytime i learn something, it is often neglected and not shown. Although i have put in effort to do learn them.

My cello exams are near. Need to work harder.

Even at work, my manager mentioned that i seem to be very relaxed on the knowledge that i acquire at work. I need to be more critical and more analytical at the knowledge learnt so as to apply them successfully during work.

There is no one to blame but myself. Looks like i need to re-look into my values and be more critical in the things i learn and how i put them into use.

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Saturday, July 05, 2008

Read the newspapers?

The CO concert is mentioned in the newspapers today!

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Chinese newspapers, in the entertainment section of 5 July 08.

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Catch it on 13 July, Sunday, 7pm.,

The "Kong Hou", looks like an English Harp in many ways, but is actually a Chinese Harp that have been around in many forms for 2000 years. Rarely played in an orchestra, the 'Kong Hou' is going to be performing as a solo with an orchestra.

I have $16 tickets that are very good seats~ Do get them from me!

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