Its just another Bananaworld

finished my assignment from SCO.

Dumb assignment.

"Reflections on Field Camp."

Whoa kaoz... then got so many pointers!!!!

*argh*

Actually wanted to shout to the big boss,

"whoa lan le!! weekends are for us to relax lor... how come still need to do this? Can like issue a 3 hour slot for us in our ever busy timetable to do it? Wouldn't that be better?"

*haiz*

Afraid that i don't have the balls to do it....

Well... This Sunday is very boring....

ZZzzz

oppss...

paiseh...

almost fell asleep. Must be last night's late night internet chat with my dear daughter Angelia... She ah... whoa kaoz.. Haiz.. Thanks for taking the time to comfort me. I felt betta. Really. Thanks gal.

Well...

For my 20th birthday wish, i (again) hope for....

"World Peace!"

Thank you...

By the way, i'm spending my birthday at camp. Usually i don't celebrate birthdays, but i hope that this birthday this year would be special. At least it marks my undaunted stain of being single for 20 years....

oh man...

20 more years to becoming an 'ah pek that sits under your void deck's kopitiam sipping kopi-O'.

hohoh.....

Today is Oct 30.

Supposed to participate in a Cohesion Run at East Coast Park.

"Supposed"

I didn't go as i still have my ATT C status under my belt. Haiz... And my stomach has been feeling unwell the whole day. So didn't bother to go out much...

Rested till noon... Then a phone call from jiemei, Chia...

Then don't wanna talk about it le... It might land me in trouble....

Just wanna say that i'm bored.

Physically and mentally.

My stomach feels freaking funny. And i hate being alone. Its the environment. Everyone seems to be engaged with someone. And who do i have?

A bunch of friends.

Okay. Its fun to have a bunch of friends to replace the missing companion. But can't do lots of stuff with a bunch of friends.

You can't,

engage in a single topic....
agree on a single movie...
find a spot easily in a dining place...
move from place to place quickly....

with a bunch of friends.

I don't know lah... Don't be offended. Anyone. Its just me nagging again and again. You all know that i love my friends as much as my family. Hell, i treat them like my family... But its just me. Especially seeing that most of your friends are engaged among themselves.

Its just freaky.

But i should been used to it.

I have to.

Since i have no current targets and that i am now engaged in a very serious and tough SCO training.

haiz....

Yup. If you have been reading till this point of time, you really must be bored. Cause i'm just nagging and nagging.

Haiz...

Its just me...

yet another week has passed.

shiok ah..

Finished, 3D2N of Leadership Field Camp and a 4km Fast march in a row....

super shiok ah...

Its almost 'orgamistic'...

As what my instructors had described it.. keke..

To summarise the stuff i learnt in the 3D2N camp,

-Field bags are light.
-Carrying an 80 kg person on a stretcher(with 3 other people) and running for 5km is no cheese cake.
-Walking alone at a forested area at night is creepy.
-Bashing through an area of vegetation is challenging.
-Getting lost is normal, but its even more fun to get lost with 30 other people.
-Sleeping is a privilage
-Tekang = Tough training
-Tough training most of the time is normal...
-I miss home
-I miss friends
-I miss clubbing

Being quiet person in the SCO. I think that my section commander thinks that i'm a quiet guy. But am i?

I don't know.

I need more time to become noiser. The training during the camps were like... WHoa!!! 30% of the people fall out. Due to sickness or shagness of some sort. I endured and lasted through the camp.

*phew*

Most of the time, we were covered in mud, due to wet season. Apart from the wetness, we had to work/run/jog/walk/leopard crawl in many places most of the time.

Freaking hell...

I dun wanna talk too much. I'm abit weak from my diarrhea. Post 2morrow bah..

I bought my 'barang barang' for SCO. Then after the purchasing, i went on to meet junz and chia in the later noon time. We met up at HMV. and....

I got a new watch! haha... its an Adidas sports watch... Cool huh? Its really flat and its black. I actually wanted to get the dark blue... But too bad that the display set was the only dark blue.

too bad... But the black is fine with me.

The sales assistant actually wanted to promote to me another Adidas watch, but i kept looking at the one that i first picked... So in the end, the sales assistant just got me that watch...

keke...

Apart from the sports watch, i got myself more body foam, hair gel and even sweets(for the lectures... i need to be awake!). These will be my essentials for my daily activites in SCO. I need it man...

Junz also said that i was being spendthrift. Am i? Maybe i need to control on the money...

The hanging out session with the rest of the people was fun.

Junz, chia, ying ying, chin, bert, zeon and snoz.

Note that its the usual gang, except for ying ying. We were also missing out on ah ze,tingz, bunz, ron and Hamham.

Humm...

As we makan and chilled out at coffee bean, our topic constantly revolved around our various lifes in the army, police and work place. Nothing seems to be missing. All time seems to pause while we chatted and chatted and chatted.

I felt really great. Its been like 3 weeks since i met them. And it really felt like years.

I told this to ah bert before i left the chill out,

"Apart from my family and computer (actually refering to my blog), i actually miss u guys... "

I don't know what you reading this might think. But it really means alot to me that i meet them. They are my friends. And are my loved ones.

And during my constant 3 weeks of tekan, their support was always in my head. And it made me move on.

Thank you everyone... You people are my support pillars... keke....

I must not fail. I must persist on.

To lead. To excel. To overcome.

Woke up this morning feeling stress free.

Whoa~

Long time since i felt so stress free.

Note that, its a LONG time.

Its like when i was in there, i can wake up in the middle of the night either to pee or just freak out. Its scary.

Its really scary.

Anyway, the name i shall use for the place will be,


SCO


It draws no similar to OCS. Don't make conclusions.

The reason i do this is because i don't want the public to misunderstand OCS. Its the best place to be. And the ramblings and complains i have do not mean anything to denounce that. I'm just doing it to free myself from stress.

Do not misunderstand my complains. I repeat. Its a good place. I love it.

Well, i just hope to survive through my last 9 months in the place. And by the way, i need to decorate my bunk. I got a personal notice board to decorate!!! keke.... any suggestions?

i am out! give me some time to applease myself with a moment of laughters.



hahahahahaha







hohohohohoho








hehehehehe





yeap. This is so exciting....

Let me applease myself yet again with some more laughters.







kekekekekekekeke








hahahahahaha








i made it. I didn't go crazy or run around in the campus nude!



*whoo...*


I wouldn't want to bother everyone with my details of how difficult life is in there. But i'll try and keep it short and sweet.

1. There is never "No Time".
2. Greeting is important
3. Silence is golden
4. Don't move in a file.
5. Discipline
6. Discipline
7. Discipline

Yup. Let me elaborate on these few details.

1. There is never "No Time".

There is never a second wasted in that place. Who needs minute? Every second counts! If you don't come out of the toliet in 3 minutes, you get to do 3 minutes of additional extra "PT".... Note that there is a "" in the PT. So do take note that the PT (Physical Training) IS special.

2. Greeting is important

Don't greet? Can...

"Knock it down..."

"Knock it down..."

plus "PT".

3. Silence is golden

Don't talk. Even when u are moving. Its freaking irritating. And it really irks me man... Talk only when needed or required.

4. Don't move in a file.

"Knock it down..."

"Knock it down..."

plus "PT" and more "PT".

5. Discipline
6. Discipline
7. Discipline

Yup. Actually these 3 lines could sum up all the whole thingy happening in there.

Now, i'm actually quite happy to be back home. Cause all the training in that place taught me to appreciate my loved ones. My family, friends and even the small things i have. Its true! I also learned other stuff that relates alot to our Island's security. (so its ain't convinent to talk about them here.)

WE MUST APPRECIATE OUR LOVED ONES.

This is definately one thing that i have to share with everyone if i have to say about the things i learn in there.

I will be having my section Leadership Field Camp on 25/10 to 27/10. There will be lots of crazy "PT" and lots of other "Training". (For those military trained personnels, they are called "Tekang" and Turnouts...)

so i hope for the best. I need to have dinner!!! talk about my life there later...

This is my last blog entry before entering OCS.

Yep.

The last one! Better appreciate it. Well, if i recall, the last entry i made before entering BMTC, was about whether if i would change ALOT entering BMTC.

Did i? Or the question should be,

Have i changed?

Yes.

No.

Maybe?

Haiz... I don't know. The obvious change i had was that i was able to concentrate better with the physical "upgrades". The bigger arm radius, breathing endurance and even my chest hair is growing (not much... but got some okay...).

As for the stuff that haven't change, i don't know... Seriously... Can someone help me with this? Haiz.. Maybe its my indecisiveness... I don't know...

Too bad that i didn't get to watch "New Police Story" by Jackie Chan yesterday. But at least i got to watch, Resident Evil 2: Apocalypse.

I don't understand whats with the action of this flick. Can't they film the actions slower? Its so fast that its making my eyes blur!!!

Its like, action!

*boom* *boom*

then no more le... Enemy die liao...

I was like thinking, "Whoa lan leh... What kind of action flick is this?"

haiz.. I think the 'Ang-Moh' flicks are trying to follow the Hong Kong's past action flicks. The kinds that have the cameras zooming in on the action star and the star goes super fast with the kicks and punches, making the film blurish. But ain't the Hong Kong flicks trying to mimic the 'Ang-Moh' "Matrix" style of action flicks? The slower the better? Aiya.... So confusing...

Now, before i end this entry. I hope to tell everyone who visits this site out of boredom or out of excitment, PLEASE...









make the world a better place,








and don't eat Macdonald's! Eat other stuff...







Thanks... This request was made by me... keke...

now that i have known my posting, i feel really very very sick.

Or was it because of my sleeping through out the day that made me feel so sick?

Syptoms: Head very giddy, back pain.

I woke up, ard 12 noon today. Then after 'breakfast' i took another nap, at 3pm to 6pm.

I still feel kindna giddy.. haiz..

Back to the posting.

I'm quite touched by the number of calls and sms-es that everyone sent and gave me. Asking me about my posting and stuff. But i need to apologise to everyone that i replied. My 'headache' (caused by my giddiness) made me kindna fucking irritated. So don't be offended if i didn't reply.

Humm... oh... by the way, i didn't get to go Johor Bahru. Cause i woke up late!

*grinz teeth*

So overall, i think i wasted an entire day slacking at home infront of computer and the TV!

I need *love*.... haiz...

I got into OCS!!!!

*excited*

Whao... Didn't know that i could really make it. Now i really got a big chance to make a difference.

*very excited*

Thank you everyone!!! *waves* *waves* Thank You Thank You!

Snoz: prepare for your treat... (wait for my next pay day...)

9 months of hell... Here i come!

*jumps into hell hole...*