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Thursday, January 29, 2004

Went to Eric's house after SWE lessons. Yup. That means skipping BBC lectures. *gosh* i'm actually to miss that lecture... Tomorrow's lessons start at 2pm! SWE lesson has shifted itself to Tues. Got to sit in Eugene's car today. So cool~ he drove very smoothly. Heard that Irene's driving was a bit aloof. But to think about it, its so cool to drive a car!!! Currently, the number of drivers in my class is about 5. By the time i graduate, i think the amount would be around 8-10. Most of them have just started on their Basic Theory. As for me? Well... i think i'll consider driving when i finished my NS life...

The morning ride to school made me had that 'i'm kindna missing someone' feeling... Something like SD(HA) sq . But not that bad. Ever had the feeling that you should have someone beside you to talk to and share your current thoughts with? Or someone to share her thoughts with you? Or that fuzzy feeling that you would have when you are with someone you loved?

Must be reading too much love poems. This love poem is for all to appreciate.

Cupid as he lay among
Roses, by a Bee was stung
Whereupon in anger flying
To his mother, said thus crying;
Help! O help! your Boy's a dying.
And why, my pretty lad, said she?
Then blubbering, replied he,
A winged Snake has bitten me,
Which Country people call a Bee.
At which she smil'd; then with her hairs
And kisses drying up his tears:
Alas! said she, my Wag! if this
Such a pernicious torment is:
Come, tell me then, how great's the smart
Of those, thou woundest with thy Dart!

Kindna corny poem talking about Love itself. Why is it corny? Cause its a bit sarcastic... something like in your face... 'DUH!'

If the poem bores ya, i decided to do some questionaires. Thanks to FridayFive.Org

At this moment, what is your favorite...

1. ...song?

This is a tuff one. But recently in love with The Darkness, "I Believe In A Thing Called Love"

2. ...food?

Does water counts?

3. ...tv show?

Channel U's "Ji Xiang Ru Yi". Weekdays 7pm.

4. ...scent?

Smell of rain

5. ...quote?

"Sianz man...." by classmate Kelvin

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

saw something that made me kindna feel uncomfortable.

Ever felt that you are seating in a wrong seat? Ot that you have gotten a 'Pink' tee-shirt while everyone else in the room is wearing a 'Blue' tee-shirt?

Yup. 3minutes agp, i saw something that made me feel this way.

I know that i am a man of many short-comings. But its sometimes the thought that i'm not good enough that just irritates me. Not good enough to do this... not good enough to do that...

Its a Vincent Egoism theory.

I know that comparing isn't good... but if there must be a certain standard somewhere right? If other people can acquire that aim, why couldn't i? Haiz. Ambitious me... Always trying to conquer the Earth in one single step.... Need to ponder on this theory of mine.

Lydia found the book "Love Poems" in my bag. She was kindna shocked that she found it... "Whoa... what is this...?!" as she exclaimed and shows the book to Eric. I got this book from Bukit Merah library. I've studiedLiterature in my Secondary school days, so i was actually hoping to rekindle some skills i learnt from my Literature classes by reading some poetry... Actually most of the poetry are quite short and i only read those that interest me, so don't go "Whoa... you read this kind of book ah!?" then shun away from me as you have seen a gorilla holding a palmtop....

Talking about gorillas... i'm not doing any rafts for CSCC... beat me upside down and i wouldn't even agree on it. they saying they r too busy with their work. Well... if thats the case, i'm BUSY too. I'm kindna being childish here.... but actually if everyone just spare some time or so, something can come out of sure. Haiz. I guess they have all grown up of these childish stuff... And i'm just too plain lazy to care. Who isn't?

And why am i doing the Cha Dian raft? Not that they say "heck care about CSCC lah... join Cha Dian.." then i jolly skipped along holding hands with my Cha Dian members happily doing the raft. Why i'm talking in such a sarcastic mode is because of my bad experience last year. Does anyone wants to be 'branded'? i know that by actually saying this, i'm actually smacking my own mouth because of some things that i said some time ago. but heck with it.

Haiz. I'm too tired from getting piss off and typing at the same time. Why am i so pissed off? i should just grow up bah...

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Went to funeral today. Got to see Kym today~ not bad. Got prettier.

It was a traditional Chinese funeral. So i tried to explain to Sandi as much as i can some stuff on traditional funeral stuff. (Actually i'm quite a half bucket)

This visit reminded me that again, life is very fragile. And it has a life-time. Like a battery. Ever remember your last battery? What was its "Date of product", or what was its colour, or maybe even its brand? It is always used up, and thrown in the bin. It is only remembered for that period it was in the electronic gadget. Its so short-lived.

Energizer? Come on, even they have a period that ends. So we need to treat the people we love like batteries. Enjoying every moment that they with you, before they are thrown in the bin... Its a grim fact, so we try and do our best with every relationship that we have.

As for me... i use rechargable batteries.... (,")

Monday, January 26, 2004

Didn't blog for the past 2 days. By were they exciting!!! Apart from all the continous heavy rain that lasted for 2 days, (from friday-saturday), i got to go 'overseas'! OK... maybe Johor-Bahru isn't really exactly overseas....

Sat: Had nuah the whole day. But we were visited by Family friend, Wen Hua! Yup... He is kindna like an old neighbour of us for some years. His parents knew Grandpa/Grandma (Father's side) since kampong periods and my Dad is kindna like a 'God-Father' to him. So he visited us as a formality. As for me, I didn't see him for many years! He is currently 31 years old, married for 2+ years and is a Software QA engineer working at Creative. What's QA? err... i think its Quality Analyst. When i was young, around 10 and below, i always visited him and his parents and we played quite a lot. He is a super funny guy back then. Now he is a big money rolling serious guy....

For dinner, me and family went to Grandpa/Grandma (Father's side) house for visit. But int he end we went to have 'satay feast'. Why satay? Because my 3rd aunt is currently staying in Australia, where there is NO satay, only skewers. So they kindna miss satay. We ended eating 150 PORK satay!!! sigh.... When most of the family members stopped at 80-90 pieces... me and Grandpa and Grandma ended eating the remaining... And as a way to prevent Grandpa from eating too much oliy stuff, i had to sacrifice myself to snatch the satay from him!!! argh... i was super bloated in the end...

Sunday: Went to Johor Bahru to meet Yulian, my alleged 'God-daughter'. We met and talked nonsense as we walked around 'City Square'. Then we met up with Yulian's friend Xun Hui (i think). They ended up like gossip mongers and they talked non-stop. Yulian's elder sister is getting married, so she got a braclet for her sister. Thats nice. As for me, i wanted to get one of those vintage watches. But they were either too colourful or too small for me. I want those LARGE vintage watches....

We then went to Holiday Plaza, where i got some *cough* *cough* pirated games... but unfortuately my computer's graphic card suxx big time, so couldn't work on my computer. We then proceeded to Banga Bay. The one that PM Goh recently visited. Not bad... its gives me like a 'Esplande' feeling... Those kind where you walk at bay and you get really nice wind blowing at you. After quite a long walk along the bay(its quite a large place), we then proceeded home.... Ahh... Not bad lah, got to visit Yulian. It been a month since we met up. She is still very nonsensically fast talker...

Friday, January 23, 2004

Happy Chinese New Year!

Should have wished this yesterday, but after my hand-shaking experience yesterday, me quite tired...

Anyway, today i managed to slack at home the whole day. Not a bad experience as i get to watch TV all day... haha~

So today ain't nothing much to talk about... should talk about yesterday!~

Me and family went to Church to celebrate CNY in the morning. Sounds Lame to celebrate something Chinese at somewhere which is English, as my Catholic belief never seems to be logical to Chinese tradition... Its like, as the Church's Father said, Chinese believe that we should "Fa Cai" at New Year.. but as Catholics we should be contend with what we have and be happy about it... Kindna like one side asking us to dance and the other asking me to sit still. Well... Contradicting as it is, i believe that it is just in my Chinese tradition that i should just enjoy this festive season as the blood that runs in my body is a Chinese...

After the enlighting church visit...me and family rushed to Grandma/Grandpa's house (Father's side first) at noon time, as my Dad drove us around in his trusty cab. We then took a Family picture with the grand family. My 1st uncle, 3rd uncle James, my 1st Aunt, 2nd Aunt and 3rd Aunt and their family... Amazing how my family roots sinks so deep and wide. And this is only my Grandpa's side. Then after a quick picture, we then rushed to aother household. Reminds me of the 7th month concerts...

After a bit of jam from the expressway, we arrived to my Grandpa's 1st bro's family side house.... er... How to say ah.. It's my Grandpa's 1st elder brother. My Grandpa is the 3rd in the Pang Family Line. The house that we arrived to has some history too! It can be considered the last surviving attap house of Hougang... Most of the houses got renovated to Terrace houses. But this house still has a well! Its such an old house that it actually housed my Dad when he was in his youth!~ And my 1st Bro when he was a toddler.

Enough about history. After another handshaking experience and "Happy New Year" and some Teochew greetings like "Xing Jia Zu Yi" (means Happy New Year in Teochew), i just gave myself cold sweat as i forgotten their names to greet... Like "1st cousin aunt" or whatever... something like that.. It so confusing!!! And i only meet them once a year!~ Am i suppose to know how to greet them? After some sampling of their new year goodies, my family moved on to Grandma's house(Mother's side). I'm not too close to my Father's side of the family, so i was kindna relieved that i was leaving this super huge household that is littered with children...

Actually my Grandma's house is quite huge too... but unfortunately some families are not able to make it as they are either sick (6th aunt) or have death in their family(1st aunt) or they ain't even in S'pore(2nd aunt and 1st uncle). Haiz... this year's CNY at Grandma's house ain't so exciting as the previous years. Not much of gambling... then i starting to suspect my mom is kindna angry with 4th aunt... How i found out? They weren't even talking to each other in the living room, and my mother always a chatterbox with her sisters! Come on lor... what's up? After all they are sisters. Blood runs thicker then water! Hopes Mom can understand this...

After slacking at Grandma's house watching TV and having dinner, we finally left the houst or round up this year's family gathering. How much was my collection? Not really nice to say... but can say that this year's collection has greatly reduced by 50%! Haiz... must be economic recession and the few households that i had visited.

I must say that for this year, i really have the feeling of CNY in me, but apparently due to perhaps my family problems it kindna upset me that this CNY ain't so great. But still, i find this CNY special as this might my my last CNY as a teenager...

Well... regardless of my upsets or happiness, i still wanna wish everyone that knows me, "Gong Xi Fai Cai, Cai Yuan Gun Gun, Xing Nian Xing Da Yun!"

My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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Wednesday, January 21, 2004

its 14 minutes more to Chinese New year. Why am i staying up specially to receive this special day? While, its part of a ritual cal "Shou Ye". It like the people stay to countdown till Chinese New Year. Why? Actually not so sure, but it suppose to meant that 'we' (the pple who stayed overnight) are chasing the bad blues away. Lame? I'm being doing it for most of my time.. so i don't think its lame.

Went to Outram Sec this morning! They thought that i'll be performing! *toot* I'm not performing, i only wanted to help out... But in the end, as there was no conductor, (Mr Pang got some other school to attend to...) they wanted me to conduct. Don't think its because i'm pro... but i think they got no choice... haiz. Sad man...

I don't really think i conducted very well, but i got most of it right. Conducting an orchestra is no easy feat... Have to keep a steady tempo, give the directions for the performers and entertain the audience with his shaking butt... (cause the conductor faces the audience with his butt). Haiz... Mr Chng even went to introduce me to the principal of the school... saying " the young lad very active in orchestra.... blah blah blah... blah blah...." I never thought myself as someonethat needs credit... so i quickly left the conversation.

Actually, i'm kindna tired right now... so i'll blog till now... peace out!~ tomorrow is the start of the hong bao collection. Must prepare my hands to go numb...

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Shoulders aching, neck breaking and back kindna strained out. Argh~ sianz.

Have to admit, i'm really very low morale today. Body is not responding to my needs of comfort and my level of thinking has reduced by twice the amount. Must have been the rain that i has caught in yesterday.

Yesterday was caught in the rain while i was going to the RC for my keyboard lessons. Janice was with me too. (Anyway, she was convincing me thru out the journey not to quit my keyboard lessons~) She wanted to walk in the rain... [not for romantic reasons, but i believe is that she is afraid of falling down.] So, 'bo bian', i had to walk with her too. Then getting my top to toe drenched.

Mom said before that rain water is 'dirty water'. Getting them on your head will cause you sickness, unless you eat something warm or wash you head off the 'dirty water'... Aiya.... Could it be happening? NO!!! i don't wanna get sick for CNY. The egg rolls, the pineapple tarts, the cashew nuts.... *shocked expression* NNOOOO!

Sigh.... Might need lot of rest today. But got things to do:

1. Meet FYP group
2. Meet Kevin
3. Finish my NYAA gold bookle
4. Ask when is the Submission date of NYAA

Actually meeting Kevin, should be done yesterday... sigh~ i'm so inefficient nowadays...

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Finished my final day of performing @ Takashimaya.

It tiring for the past 2 days. And its no joke man. Kindna stress to perform infront of so many strangers! This is definately more exciting than performing @ any other places... Bu then again, its always a different feeling performing at different places.

Plucked up enough 'balls' to intro myself to the salegirl there. She is 21 yrs old and currently in SIM, udergoing studies. She has a very cute China accent.... A Chinese? humm... interesting. Well, we exchanged numbers, thanks to XiaoHui's help! Thanks XiaoHui~ She is really kindna cute. She has a thin frame and has about a height of 1.6-1.7m. Shoulder length hair tied in a pony-tail. No specs. The kindna type that needs protection.

After some vigorious SMS to her through the day, found out that she actually has a BF! (Me actually kindna disappointed at that time~). And the worst thing was that i send a SMS ("Low morale. She got a BF le...") to XiaoHui telling her abt the news. But i sent it to the girl!!! *toot* yeah... something like tat. Its like when you put your finger into the blender, not knowing its switched on! The girl just behaved normal and SMS me backed. Her SMS words are quite short and simple. Humm.. can see that she ain't much into talking with me. (By the way, the BF drives a car to fetch her after her work)

Hence, the verdict is that i have made a FRIEND today. keke~ :p

Saw lotsa people today. Saw Eugenia, Regine, Shaun(Secondary school), some SP students, Francis, Jin Ying, Helen, Selina. Concidence? This just shows how the Chinese words "Zai Jian" is very short.

Friday, January 16, 2004

me very tired~

performed at Taka earlier today. I think i really sucked man. The first gig was ok, but when i was doing the second gig, i really stressed myself out when XiaoYan's OG(Orientation Group from Serangoon JC) turned out and behaved like mad monkeys infront of me. [I cannot concentrate ah~] Losing my sense of "Force" like a jedi, i played like fish. Slippery fingers... get it? keke...

Went to Outram Sec to check out the Orchestra. haha... Apparently Miss Wong really "bochup-ed" me that she doesn't care whether i have a 'visitor' pass or not~ haha... Sorry company...[refering to the graduated sec 4s and sec 5, like Geok Yuan, PeiShan, jIe Ying, shImina and Angela.] They going to have rehearsal for tomorrow for CNY. Their practice today was really good.

Kevin asked me to go and get materials for RiverRaft. I rejected him quite a number of times, Sorry abt it! mE abit busy with performing these few days, so cannot help ah~

Told Instructor abt my future plans on being a player in the Musical stage. He says that i REALLY REALLY need to work hard. And that its going to be a hard stage in the begining. Err.... well... mE expected he to say something like that. Haiz... i'm sure that this is going to be difficult route. But my instincts tell me that if i choose a working profession as a 9-5 worker, i am really going to regret it. Take my iTp for example, i really made the managers go bananas over me. No manager is going to like my working 9-5 attitude. So, i feel that in the future if i am to choose a career , i should do something that would wake me in the morning saying... "Ahh... boy i love my job!". I know my route for this choice is going to be difficult, but i really hope that i can bear with it. And that my determination would last me~

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Back from swimming session in the morning. Isn't really somethin great, but i swam a few laps! These are the few laps that i had for the past few months. Last time i swam? I think it was the last time i went for Sentosa trip with my Outram gaNg.

Kindna goggy and 'seh' from my swimming experience. Anyway, it felt kindna gross out in the swimming pool's changing room. Cause there was this 30s guy that skept staring at me! *gross* man. He never see before Yantao changing clothes is it? haiz. Beauty is a sin.

After that frightning experience, i left the swimming pool kindna traumatized. Looking back behind my shoulders to see if the weird is there...

Now at school's SALC, fully 'utilizing the resources', as my 56k always let me down when i blog. I'm sure that the computer yesterday was nuts~ It actually 'rebooted' itself 3 times infront of me during my 2 hour session of usage. Argh!

Didn't go Ngee Ann Poly as said yesterday. Went to Outram Sec to see how their practice for their CNY celebration go. Everything seems alright. The seniors are getting more and more responsible while some other seniors are still not so supportative at times. Aiyoyo... don't they know that they should show some team work? They invited me to perform with them for CNY. I'll think about it. Cause the cello pple there are really too ****. Sorry for my choice of words. But they really are so **** at times.

Tomorrow performing at Takashimaya. Mr. Pang msg me today to remind the timings. Thats cool. I think that he is abit excited to perform at such an open place like Takashimaya. I'm actually abit excited too. keke... May have to skip my only 2 lessons on Frriday for the performance.
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Now at school's SALC blogging~

The sofa-bed is coming in on Feburary 6! After CNY~ Argh. Sigh. Thought i could have a "nuahing" device before even the CNY. Better late than never. And mom got the design that i like, instead of the funny one that my 2nd bro got. He got a very 'cartoon' one.

Haiz. Plan to go Ngee Ann poly to get some stuff. But feel very lonely to go alone leh. Haiz. See how bah. Maybe will not even go.

Why i'm going Ngee Ann Poly? I need to require the entry form for Yulian. Yup. My 'Made-In-Malaysia' daughter wants to come to Singapore to study, but she has absolutely no idea on how to enrol into the polytechnics. Me too. Looks like that makes two blur birds.

Last night couldn't sleep. Kindna troubled by some small stuff. Either that or i'm just too stuffed from my dinner. Haiz. I really should just let go of some things. Holding on to things only makes people more sentimental.

I plan to count down to the end of my days in polytechnic. That would at least comfort me that i am leaving this place, and not getting out of here.

Monday, January 12, 2004

Argh... noticed that i have not blogged so often as i used to... what is happening to me?! haiz.

Mom says she going to get for me and 2nd Bro a "Sofa-Bed" each. Cool! now i can get a sofa and a bed at the same time at me and 2nd bro's sleeping rooms! Got it from the "Sea-Horse" Warehouse sales. Apparently, they are promoting for the New Year season. Now i can get a more decent bed. OK, perhaps a sofa-bed isn't the best bed i could get, but at least its better than a mattress.

RuHong is currently in his NS position. He got in as Pats E. So all he needs to do is to attend his 5 and 1/2 days of Basic Training- which consists of just basic knowledge thats he needs to know of the Army life and thats all! haiz. Then i think he will be sent to some office where he will mug his 2 and 1/2 years of Army life as a clerk. Well... Hope he hangs out well in his post.

Did i mention that i met my previous 'girlfriend' that i had for a week? Why the 'girlfriend' ? Cause i don't really think we had anything going on at that point of time. We were too young to know anything. i met her at Plaza Singapura when i was with the XiaoHui and ruHong and the Outram guys on Saturday. She has a boyfriend now! Actually i'm not amazed. She is a great gal.

Had my keyboard lessons today. Janice handed me an invitation to her Birthday chalet at East Coast. Long time since i've received something so cheesy! She handed to me in a letter and it wrote "You are co-ordinally invited to Janice's Birthday Chalet" and etc... Gosh~ thats kindna sweet. It a long time for me to receive an invitation to anything! Keke...

Just watched finished an early 90s movie called "Yi Mei Dao Shi" on the VCD. Its one fo those early zombie killing shows about how the taoist kills the zombies one by one and rids evil and stuff. Its a cool movie cause i remembered when i was small, around primary school, these were the kind of shows that i grew up on. And its always funny to see the Chinese zombies go jumping on two feet and having their two arms straight infront of them when moving around.
Story plot is how the Taoist kills a western Vampire that rampants the town. In the movie, it also has a few sub-plots to make the show more exciting. There was also the "Lost spirit" thats went to the Taoist for help and there was an evil Banana spirit that was killing some people. Then the Taoist managed to do all the jobs and even kill the Western Vampire with the help of his two clumsy disciples and 5 other nuns that were basically just screaming through out the show.
Thanks Jordan for the VCD! Brings back lotsa memories.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Today is Outram's Orientation day! haha. Its a very lame ritual to me.

Pple of the cca's will grab, steal, snatch and rob the Sec 1s to join their cca. But this year is 'special'.

Apparently now, the school wants the student boys to participate in a compulsary Uniform group. So that leaves the school girls to participate in Chinese Orchestra. hummm.. An all girl-CCA group is about to come up... *gosh* thats so lame. The principal must be bananas to approve this.

We did some songs and performed a number of simple tunes. There were a number of girls asking me about the Orchestra's stuff. Performances, practices, songs and timings. A number of Radin Mas Primary school girls were actually shocked that we were a simple group. So we are a simple group... ok?~ SImple got its own benefits mah. We can concentrate on our indiviuals!

After the orientation, which i played the "Menacing Tiger" lots of times- haha~ proud of it...., me, ShuJing, Jordan, gaRy, LiLian, SteP, pRiscilla, xiAohui(special guest to our school), iVan, ruHong(i invited him along~ He is going to NS on MONDAY), and cYnthia, we went to P.S for Pizza Hut. Kaoz... the young ones really kept their bill clean. U pay yours, i pay mine. Thats very tidy. keke...

After that, me, gAry, jOrdan and XiaoHui went to Bukit merah for KTV! but apparently, jBox (thats the KTV's name) opens only 6pm! aRgh!~ We were there @ 3pm+. tmD. In the end, we ended watching movie. We went to Tiong Bahru to watch "School of Rock". Its a cool show! It has many puns and hidden jokes. And its just plain funny looking at Jake Black at his lame songs during his lessons!~ oh man... Left me and the other people laughing in stitches!

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Attended lessons at noon. Cool man. My lessons starts only at 12. i can sleep and wake up will the sun rises quite high~ haha.

Attended "Techno" lesson. The lecturer was talking abt how she worked in the industry and stuff... haiz. Quite a earful of stuff that she said. But she looks very young to be a 40+ lady. I met her upclose and i really felt that she looks like a 30 year old lady....

The Software Engineering Lecturer was dreadful! She kept talking about the same things she said to us the day we first met! "What programming languages we learnt?" and etc, etc... me and Junz were bored to death. Also, everytime she asked a question, the class keeps quiet. Argh... thats one of the things that i cannot tolerate man... So during the 2 hour lessons, i just left the room and went ot have Ice-Chendol. Argh... the heat of the scroching sun! The sun today is super hot man. Even the air-conditioned room seems hot. Back to the lecturer. She looks like a nice lecturer, but she is just too... err... naggy? Couldn't she just go to the point? Haiz.

The last lecturer of the day was the BBC lecturer. Whoa, this guy ah... talks like ZZzzzz. Opps. Sorry. But he is just boring lah... haiz. The subject it has is just boring too. Talks about how Broadband can change our lives and stuff.

Argh!!!! Boring classes and boring lecturers!!! What can i do to make myself awake in their lessons? Haiz. Looks like its going to be a difficult semester to stay awake~

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Today went to school with cello. Had to pass it to jordan. Apparently he wants to practice it at home.

Thats good.

Really.

Had lessons as normal. Irene was amazed that i play cello. keke. Sorry ah... multi-talented wasn't what i planned to have~ *egoism* keke..... Anyway, my cello skills ain't that good really. The lessons today that i attended was kindna amazing. Got one that we learn how to be a "Techno-prenuer" and the other is the "Multimedia-Signal-Processing"(mMsP). The mMsP practical scared by me saying that "this module is very dif(f)icult" with a deep China accent. Haiz. Hope i don't burst into laughter during her lessons for her accent. *mean smile*

sigh~ gave the gift to G. Hope she likes it. i don't understand this thingy about giving gifts. Cause actually i gave her something that i think looks good on her. But i think that she might not think that it looks good on her. But i still bought it and gave it to her. Do u think she will like it? Maybe she will have it and chuck it away. haiz. troublesome man. Thats just one of the reasons why i dread getting gifts for someone.

Last and not least, Happy Birthday 19th Angelia! Stay funky and cheery! :p

Monday, January 05, 2004

1st day of school!!! *excited* i just couldn't hide my excitment. But this is just great. Excited to see my classmates, new lecturers, club-mates, and perhaps other school-mates that i never see before. Its a feeling thats unexplainable.

Thats funny, i actually never felt so excited about first day of school. humm... anyway, today had the first lesson @ 10am. So my classmates in the end had our own "chat along" session, forgetting the lecturer. Talking about our holiday adventures, the movies seen, FYP and other stuff. then, having a 3-hr break from 11am-2pm, we decided to go K-Box at Jurong Entertainment Centre. It was their "K-Lunch" special. We decided to have our lunch there. BUT!!!! when we went there, *haiz* they apparently didn't have "lunch" feature there. (No cook there, i think...) So they said that they only had "Sardine Sandwich". Well... being a merry bunch of people, my classmates & i agreeded to have "sandwiches" for our lunch.... (actually, i was thinking:"oh man... sandwiches for lunch..."). Then after a blink of an eye, the waiter comes and tells us that they only had 5 sets of sandwiches.

No. of people on the group= 10
sandwiches= 5

No. of hungry stomachs= 10 - 5 = 5 (still hungry stomachs)

in the end, the manager allowed us to buy food. Sigh~ then we bought Long John and then we munched on Long John and Sandwiches for lunch.

Singing is definately not my forte. But being in a karaoke place, i had to croak a tone or two. In the end, i ended hogging the mic. hahaha... So my classmates had to endure my husky/sexy voice~ hoho... pai seh ah... Found out that croaking a tone or two @ a Karaoke place is definately a great style to de-stress. I felt great.

After enduring 4 hrs of croaking and shouting and yelling and some sweet voices, we had a bill of $50+. Whoa!~ quite cheap man. But i felt that it was the right thing... haha... customers are always right, so we are in the right to have discounts~ haha.... the normal charge i think, was $10++ per person. Great! I only had to pay $7~ Budget man!!!

Left the scene @ 4+pm. Skipping 2 Tutorials. from 2pm-5pm

Met ah.. bert and Cosi and i joined them in their "walk". No bad, ah... bert is attached to SP for his attachment. May get to see more of him in action @ school. Cosi is attached to somewhere in Buona Vista. Then me and Bert went back school/club house to laze around. I had to return some item to some pple. Then went 2 Keyboard lessons. Finished "Birthday Song"! Now i need a tuner for my cello~

Sunday, January 04, 2004

haha.... i have done it~ i have made a new template for my blog. So for your new viewing pleasure. Please goto: http://www.freewebs.com/eustachius for the new website. New features are going to be in the site. Like pics and stuff and other crap. would like to thank ah bert for introducing freewebs to me. haaha.. a good site to host. keke :p. So for all my freidns out there... i have changed my address. I HAVE MOVED! keke....

Friday, January 02, 2004

back at School! No, its not school opening. Me and junz back at school to do FYP again. so "exciting:" forgive my sarcasism. Just that i'm really bored at home. My mom and 2nd Bro is out at K.L. Y i'm not going? Sat got performance for the Light-Up ceremony and Sunday might have a General Meeting for KACC's CO. sigh~ they will be back on Tuesday (hopefully). Why isn't my Dad gone too? argh... then i can boogie around at Night.... haiz.

2 more days to school's first day. I'm so excited!!!

Changes. Sometimes, changes are for good and bad. but the point that pple have changes, is because that is the way works. There are the 4 seasons, the water cycle and even *gasp* the ever changing weather. Everything changes around us. Friendship and stuff... seriously. They do change. They either grow strong, or due to times or certain events, they tend to dift apart. Everything changes. In the times where everything changes. I admit that i'm really very fed up with changes around me. Change in lecturers, change in friends, change in food that we eat, change in change in canteen food. Haiz. Just fed-up lah.

Why am i typing this? I have no idea. I think its because of the change in the calendar. Infront of my desk, i have a 2003 calender infront of me. Why do i have it? To be more organised that i know whatever date that is to be ahead of me. I changed the 2003 calender with the new 2004 that i have. Why? Cause the year has changed. This may look like a natural thing to do. But it means a lot to me. What have i been doing the past 2003? Is it a fruitful one? Does my 2004 will look the same as it is? All these questions will remain a mystery. And it is only natural for me to explore. Human beings been exploring the unknown for so many years. Now perhaps its my turn.

Haiz. All the above are actually crap. Maybe i'm just nagging like an old guy... Haiz. i'm too old and too young to know everything.

Thursday, January 01, 2004

Happy New Year's day!!! first day of 2004, and i'm at home slacking~

yesterday i actually tried to blog, but my connection let me down half way. So i just gave up on writing my blog yesterday. Nothing much happened to me yesterday. Spent the whole night till 2am watching TV. Watched as the "Nation's Countdown 2004" counted down to the New Year. They really had a cheesy show... Something like "S'pores' Beach Hunk/Babe Competition". kaoz. And the gals and guys ain't pretty i tell ya. No big explosions or nuclear holocaust happened. *disappointed* But heck! its a whole new year now!

New Year Resolutions? well... one of them is definately to finish up my FYP. The other is to find my soul-mate and the last one... i'll think abt it then i'll put it on my blog.

yesterday tried to do a webpage up. But some farny things cropped up. So i'm not planning to lauch it yet. Haiz... when can my new design come up?