Its just another Bananaworld

Big Bro, was at school's Staff canteen. His msg woke me up. Apparently his sch having seminar @ SP. He called me later, asking "SP holiday isit?..." then some other stuff. I admit, i'm not close to my siblings. but somehow, he is the only sibling that is as similar to me. Kindna artistic... Then i apparently got my 2nd Bro's crappiness... haha... my Mom's temper and my Dad's loving-ability (as in caring ability). A rojak of everyone in the family....

studied SOC today. Found out that i didn't copy the last example on "Power Budget on Satellite's upLink & downLink". gosh... y do i need to know how much power that a satellite uses?

V called me. Asking me to go for her B'day BBQ session this Nov. err.... i told her i would go (cause got other juniors of CO going what..). i plan not to give her any presents... otherwise she might have further misunderstandings. By the way, i hope to see someone else @ the BBQ.....

talked nonsense to Kaiwei... then he apparently switched on the com, playing the "Shaman King" anime. Hence, breaking my concentration... watched 2-3 episodes...

@ evening time... 7pm+.... went to Taka to meet with with Zeon & Snoz. haha.. sorry ah Jiemei/Zeon... broke ur quality time... Me, Bert and Kaiwei. All 5 of us went to ate Yoshinoya!! (not bad... one of my fav fast food) Then we went to check out the 5566 signing autograph session at Taka's open area. Opps... its S.H.E (without the 'E')... not 5566. Lots of pple at Taka. Gosh... didn't know S.H.E got so many fans in S'pore. Went to Paragon and checked out the Dim Sum Restaurant. Whoa! looked very class. Bert mentioned that chefs nowadays very ill-fortunate... In the past, only need to cook good food can le.. Now, must look good and cook good food... haiz... sigh~ i kindna feel bad for them too....

Arrvied in school punctual for IAD. *gosh* First time so rush for exams... haha
Did not bad for IAD. i think can pass lah... haha...

Studied at club. Helped to fixed the club door (Now can close easily... in the past have to slam the door like hell to open..). Met David to collect my jigsaw puzzle i left with him, i think its like been a few months le.. thanks man... for fixing the jigsaw for me. got the Hearts for the President's Challenge from him. whoa... alot of pieces... sigh~ have to try and think of a design out...

Changed my webby's features!!... haha... i think should be ok bah... gonna add the photo album feature soon... hehe... *so proud of myself*

Went for a job interview. Apparently a company is looking for temp promoters to sell their X'mas displays. Went 4 the interview with Junz & Zeon. Finally... i get to work & maybe get $$ !!! the place is at Kallang there... so i do hope that i can be able to wake up in time to reach the place... oh yeah~... $$$ !!!

Happy Be-lated Birthday ShaoWei.... haha... hope u still as jovial in the past as now...
Happy Birthday Eric. hope u found your princess...

studied IAD. not much to blog for today. the daily routine.

Woke up late. ard ten in the morning. Feel soo tired. went to school in the noon. met Zeon, Vespa & huiZi at club. talked nonsense, got distracted by huiZi's "HerWorld" magazine & then went on to study. Study? oh... pai seh.. i mean study comics. KaiWei apparently left me a stack of comics to read. "Bleach". Not bad... very good comic book. Junz came. then Snoz, aka my jie mei~ came. Not bad, long time since i've seen her. Since the whole gang here, i should study. haha...

Ate KFC's drumlets. yucks~ sucks man. doesn't taste as good as the previous drumlets that they sold last time. The taste was only in the skin~ argh. suxx... not worth buying it. Don't waste the $$ on it. Talked abt movies(Kill-Bill show is cool, but Zeon finds it ridiculous.. he no taste lah...), guys with beards (Snoz find them irritating... err... actually we were talking abt Xiao Gang. He has a great sexy voice man...) and other rubbish. haha... eventually i noticed that, its the old gang again at club. Its always either me, Zeon, Junz or Snoz... haha... we eventually stayed till 6pm+.

On the way home, me and Junz talked abt some crap. Like on how many couples are around us. haha. Especially those that are "good" to look at, are all "taken"!! haha.... and i also brought up an old topic on how some really beautiful gals that we see on the streets, are actually holding hands or hanging on to a funny-looking guy that looks from the planet "X" like some Koala bear. Why is it that beautiful gals get ugly guys sometimes? isn't it unfair? gosh... then does it mean that ugly gals get the handsome guys??... this might be the most universal deep dark secret that i might never be able to explain.

i noticed that i have a deadly habit... i tend to be really notasglic over me and my quest on finding my love.... argh!!! Must stay positive.

Did IQ test out of curiousity...

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MOBC suxx man. The paper comes out the most IMPOSSIBLE question. Gesh~ its like the teacher come out the questions that are from the corner of the lecture notes... who reads ALL the notes???? Maybe i was lazy bah.... but seriously, its TUFF!!! *Gosh*

Went to Banquet(the chinatown place to study) there with Tian Ai and Junz. Apparently she brought a whole bunch of pple. Cannot study in the end~~ argh! too noisy. in the end made me sleepy due to my 2.30am sleep last night. Tried to have a pep sleep but cannot. it was time for my CO practice.

Persussion practice. it is my first time practicing with my sec sch juniors. LazyGer was there along with ShuJin. I was there 5pm. i said 5pm. Steph came 5.30pm. I got the classroom keys at 5.45pm. Mr Pang came abt 6pm+. We tried out piece on our own, but apparently a bit messy. They couldn't get wat i was saying, and i myself was never sure of wat i'm trying to say..But we made it thru. Eventually SHi-Mu came and helped out. in the end we sounded just "pass" lah... to me its not enough!!!!! i must do wellll.... as Mr Pang said to me b4. When one practices to 150%, on performance, only the 100% will be shown. 100% is not enough for me!!!! Argh. Shucks. But unfortuantely, not everyone is here today to practice. Shucks!~ I really hope this piece goes well. Cause it may be my last chance to be in the lime light, before i let the curtains drop before me..... oh well.

Dec 14. I have approximately 6weeks.. i want to finish this piece in 2 weeks. Geez... i seriously hope that the others can work together. I also got a few more group pieces to practice on my Double Bass... Geez hope to finish them too.

Talking abt Chinese Orchestra. This is like my rogue story of my Orchestra Life~.

I've been in the CO since sec 1 of my days in Outram Sec Sch. Mr Pang as my Instructor. Practiced on Yang Qin. met Junz and Weng See. That eventually became my buddies thru the end and even now. Quite funny as it sounded, but they actually learnt the same instrument as me! haha.... Junz left the Yang Qin section in late June(not sure should be...). He learnt the Zhong Ying Sheng. Hence leaving me and Weng See on the Yang Qin. Our senior was very patient in teaching me and Weng See. And she left when we were Sec 1(i think). In the end, me and Weng See used our own methods to learn the trade. We taught the sec 1s (Andrea and Mei Yuan) when we were sec 2s. Hoping that they would pass this tradition on.

In Sec 3, i eventually got a post as an Instrument IC(actually do nothing one..), while Weng See got the post as Chairperson. She worked hard to make us come to practice and all those other stuff. I left the Yang Qin section when i was sec 2. Apparently my skills were inferior to Weng See's(she had outside professional teacher), hence i had to pick up another instrument. I then took on my current instrument Double Bass.
On my Double Bass, i felt kindna comfortable. Big, cool and can be swung like those cool guys playing Jazz. I found out tat i apparently had a burning passion for the beats. Everything had a beat to me. Eventually our Hard work paid off, and we got a Silver in the Section Chinese Orchestra SYF(held Bi-annually). I was kindna proud of my CO. It was the peak. Since then, i clung on to CO like a mad dog. i slept CO, eat CO, dream CO and even talk CO. My parents had even thought of a career for me in CO.
In Sec4, i also helped to teach 2 more Yang Qin juniors(Jie Ying and BaoLing) and a Double Bass junior(Jordan).

"O-Levels". And i was made to release my cling to my dream. But it was like a resting point for me. As eventually after my "O"s. I still CO all the way. I joined Mr Pang's chinese orchestra troupe at Kreta Ayer CC. The standard far beyond my expectations. But i stayed, due to my gratitude to Mr Pang's teachings since Sec 1. Hence my membership to KACC(Kreta Ayer CC) was made. I was an "O" level grad then. eventually, made "Troupe Leader" to the group.

I tried to leave the shadow of Mr Pang by trying to join my then Catholic JC's CO. But it suxx.. so didn't join it. Anyway, i thought that in a span of 2 yrs in CJC, i don't think i can learn much. Left the place in 2 months. Cannot stand without CO. Once a week was not enough for me. I had a big desire for CO~. During my months of waiting to get in Poly, i worked in Taka (as sales associate) in weekdays and played CO with the Outram Sec Sch. It rekindled my feelings with the sch's Orchestra and my passion for Orchestra.

I taught more juniors in the Yang Qin(Step, ShuJin) , and even sent off the Sec 4s of 2001. None of them came back to Orchestra as often as me. I'm lonely. Junz had no reason to go Orchestra, since he only knew the Sec4s. Only i went to Orchestra. In SP, i also joined the Orchestra there. The teacher there, Mr Tan and Mr (can rememeber but he teaches me Yang Qin), was very good to me and i learnt a LOT. And i soon knew that the road to Orchestra is hard and rough. And that i had a lot to learn. The first step was to move into the REAL world of orchestra. eventually i quit SP orchestra in my 2nd Year due to my pack schedule. I miss that orchestra. But it doesn't bring a sense of belonging to me there. Maybe i felt closer to CSCC then. My 2nd Year brought me Cha Dian(Overseas Community Service Trip). Making me sacrifice my KACC-Chinese Orchestra and even my Outram Orchestra.

Apparently the orchestra at KACC-CO became very shabby in my absence. Did performances like money-grabbers. Forgetting the true reason of Orchestra. Music. Pure Music.Maybe i am abit "BIG HEADED", but KACC-CO really needed young blood to shed off the feeling of "just another old place for old guys to hang out" image. They needed pple like me. In my 3rd Yr, i returned to the Orchestra. Like the prodigal son, i seek trust in my orchestra mates.

Hence i promised them a concert. A well-planned Orchestra concert.

Dec 14. A dream, a wish and a hope. i hope to retire from my CO. And may this be my last. Trying to be like Sun Yan Zi? haha... maybe 2 and 1/2 years to rest at the Green Holiday Camp. I guess its going to be a long time for me to decide on my career.

studied with Junz and L today. Their first meeting together. shouldn't have brought junz to meet her.

She was kindna quiet thru out the whole day. Maybe it was the presence of someone new. Shucks.

During our study session of 2-3 hours. I have finally met my limit and apparently had stopped studying. Start to disturb my studying mates. Gosh~ they look soo serious when studying. After disutrbing them for an hour more. They gave in and eventually and we went to walk walk!! haha.. walked from Chinatown to the Merlion. Watched how the Merlion puked water like nobody's business. cool... then we walked from Merlion Park to Funan IT mall to take bus. boy is S'pore small. Walk a while and u reach another area already. Sometimes, its good to live in an island so small.

L was quiet most of the time. I guess perhaps me and Junz were to talkative to each other. Damn... shouldn't have asked Junz to study with us. Now L might think that the day was kindna boring. oh man...
Anyway, did a "How horny are you?" test... this the result... quite surprisingly....


How Horny Are You? Find out!

Glorious Sunday. Nuah the whole day again infront of TV.

Went to CO today. Met Weng See at BK, she was in quite a mood to go there to read her book. Some parents from CO saw me. I think they might have mistaken me and Weng See.... visited CO & dropped the tickets and left. Wanted to stay as i saw lots of pple there! got Zhong Rui from K.L and some of the Sec Sch kids~ argh. Have to leave. must stay at home. Even if i don't study at home, i should stay at home. Logical huh?

Stayed at home watching TV after an hour of studying MOBC. Mom actually wanted to go church with us(me & Bro)! err.... just to update everyone. I've not been going church for like 4-6months~ Either does my Mom. And she took the intiative to bring us to mass. *Gosh* i need to do some thinking abt my religion rights~

Went back home and watched TV again. L msg me along with Junz to ask me out, one asked me to go out to study and the other get notes. Respectively. Sheez~ Junz... why must you ALWAYS be so last min to get notes from me? Tues is exam le... tmd... piss me off man. he always does it (often), and he always get better grades than me... pisses me off man... but it also shows how smart this guy really is!
Went to look at my "letter" box(box that is full of my past letters that were sent to me). I noticed that i've not been sending ANY letters to anyone since last yr?!!! sheezz....

The morning suxx man. Woke up twice. Had nightmare i think. Must be the instant noodles. Or the fact that before i slept, my Mom said to me "If i call out to you, remember to wake up and help me..." in a sick manner, that left me uneasy.

Left for school at noon time. Studied at school club again. did lots of crap talking again!~~ ARGH. Must study!!!

did IAD and MOBC again. not bad. Zeon can actually do some of my SQL questions. Apparently his FYP requires him to know SQL very well. Not bad man...

Joined T for studying at Chinatown. *Surprise* Sister was with her. Sec 3. Nan Hua Sec Sch. Joined us as she is kindna bored(i think). She was doing some english explaination of 'O'-level Chinese words for her "friend"(note that its a very special friend. Hand-written explaination!! thats like 100 over words. whoa... abit touching~

But then, studying with them was kindna of a chore. T was very noisy. Her sis? Double noisy!!!! aahhhh.... But at least not bad lah. Long time haven't catch up with T since we went to watch movie.

studied SOC. Not bad. Sandi called me twice to ask me abt ELIT. Not bad. I actually now a then learn something abt ELIT. haha... Sheez... abit pressured again by the fact that someone is actually asking me about a subject.

Anyway, checked out Friendster today. Eileen (friend of Hui Jing) actually left a msg on my Chatterbox. Not bad. she is friendly. haha..not bad. My lao po also left a msg for me. so exciting~

Yujing msg me that she is having a charity bazaar at Clementi! ahh... cannot go... need to study.... must study.... She is apparently selling handicraft stuff for charity. Thats great. But no time to go.

Stay @ home the whole day. Grandparents visited us. Miss them!!!! not bad. They look as great as ever.

Watched shows endlessly at Home. Should be studying~~~~ argh! Ate instand noodles for dinner. Yummy!

Gosh... the big day is coming soon. sigh. I will make some resolutions on my webby and i'll make shure that i'll fulfill it...someday....somehow....

Studied 2 Chapts today. For MOBC. Is it good or bad? studied with Lydia today. not bad lah. But she actually used 5 sticks through our study session! Gosh~ thats like only 3 hours lor... thats an average of 1 stick= 36mins.... sheez... And i was beside her throughout the 5 sticks session. She knows i dislike it... but i think she cannot be bothered... Thats the Lydia i know... Always being herself...

Not able to join Tian Ai for study session. She wants to study at Boon Lay. I insist on SP.

Met MingFeng. Joined us for a while for me/Lydia study session. He left for club.

Met a number of pple at school... I just love to study @ club. No pple. Pple seem to come only when u have to study finish. Went for a simple La-Teh @ the Clementi market where i ate porridge. Gosh~ my stomach nowadays feel so bloated, must be eating too much solid food. Should try some simple, plain food. Talked quite alot with Bert, hamster, Kaiwei & Andrea abt computer stuff... and other nonsense (yet again)... noticed that Andrea's topic i'm still not used to.... Sheez... Generation gap? anyway, she uses 4-7 different colour pens to colour her notes...

Not a bad day. Had FME today. i think can score quite good at it... Guess my FME exam is going to be the last time i gonna see Wong Y.Y (FME lecturer)... *sigh* really enjoyed his lessons.

Morning: went to Outram to drop the tickets. Miss Wong looks very hip hop and relaxed... maybe the exams finished, so she is getting abit happier...

Lunchtime (b4 ELIT) : met Nyan, Sandi, Bro Junz, Aung.

Talked crap,(serious crap) with Nyan. All the way from ELIT to b4 the exams. Gosh.. He really talks a lot of crap. But not bad lah... i actually enjoyed myself talking nonsense to him.

Was in a good mood for the whole day. Didn't know why... Sheez

My daughter, Audrey, msg this morning to ask me abt my health. *touched*
Thanks for the concern... I think i might still be able to make it~
Realised that Deepavali is on Friday. Not on Thursday. Humm... I cannot trust my calender anymore!! *tsk* *tsk* *tsk*
Bro tells me that the pple changed it cause will have longer holidays(fri, sat then sun)... humm... Not bad. They are quite considerate pple. Whoever they are (the pple that plan the holidays....). No difference to me. everyday is still a study day!! Sigh~
Did my FME revision. Whoa haha... very easy leh.. i think can do well in this paper... But i just hope that i don't slack too much.

met Rachel and she helped me to acquire the ELIT pass exam papers. Thanks gal!~

Went to Sam's lessons. he is not teaching anymore!!!!!
Oh No! One good teacher missed out. Shucks. Anyway, he is a really nice guy. Sad that he cannot teach anymore.

Did work for the concert again. This time went to Weng See's house. Found out that she has alot of Sec Sch friends in her Friendster!! must go add them~

Another day to live. Not bad. Feeling better. but i still think that my super-virus should be still inside me~ somewhere. Gosh! hope i can better asap.

Today feel so giddy. Gosh! So numb. Cannot even remember wat i did today. Remember seeing Zhicheng jogging. Whoa!~ he very fit man. Must catch up wth him.

Anyway, realised that my blog recently has always been abt me and my feelings. Sorry ah folks! Just that i recently low-morale, so abit self-centered. Anyway, since my health is picking-up and things are quite going my way, i guess my blog is going to be a bit more interesting now a then.. haha

Anyway, my keyboard was great. I guess i'm going to continue. the teacher said that i have "curved" hands?? Err.. Its something like a hand thats curled up(imagine your hand holding an apple). Yup. Whoa~ cannot believe that i'm actually gifted!! haha... i'm easily big-headed one(its a bad habit). Maybe when it was beacause i also took up keyboard in primary sch bah!~

Got the tickets for the concert le~ Not bad lah. Abit farny leh. Will discuss with friends tomorrow on how to distribute to the pple. 236 tickets to sell. Humm....

ahhh... high morale= good mood = should be able to study(hopefully).
Miss friends.

Still sick. Heavy breathing, fainting feelings, difficulty breathing, slight fever and a running like a fountain nose.

I'm sure i should be having some kind of superhard-to-kill-and-evolutionised-to-end-all-wars-SARs. Guess i think i'm going to die as a single bachelor.

Sigh~

Must recover leh. Otherwise really no mood to study! Must be strong to recover.

No money, no girls, no career prospects and no health. Tsk tsk tsk. looks like its one more to add to my resume.

Completed my tasks listed down yesterday, except for studying. Guess i need more willpower!!

Sick for the entire day. havene't even sweat yet. Die liao lah.... Influenza during the holidays... sucks man. Sigh~ hope to be well by tomorrow. Cause tomorrow got lots of stuff to do.

1) buy paper to make for tickets
2) go for CO
3) study!

Anyway, recently felt that my life a bit no kick. No exciting things happening. Looks like my life is getting a bit dull! need something to spice things up. My webby is kindna almost complete. need just a bit somemore here and there.

Sick for the entire day. havene't even sweat yet. Die liao lah.... Influenza during the holidays... sucks man. Sigh~ hope to be well by tomorrow. Cause tomorrow got lots of stuff to do.

1) buy paper to make for tickets
2) go for CO
3) study!

Anyway, recently felt that my life a bit no kick. No exciting things happening. Looks like my life is getting a bit dull! need something to spice things up. My webby is kindna almost complete. need just a bit somemore here and there.

Changed abit of the website again... haha~ i think i'm starting to be better at doing HTML. *hehe* all thanks to DreamWeaver!~ pity that i cannot access my account to upload up pics yet. Have to wait for a while before my pic is uploaded yet.

Anyway, tried to be "Unobivious Vincent" today. Champion of things that are unobivious. Sigh~ Cannot leh. Not unobivious enough. I'm not cut out to be a super-hero. I think my brains are going down the drain. All i'm doing is slacking!!! Argh!~ need to calm down.

Met my CC Chinese Orchestra Mr K. Handed some work. need to do posters and banner!! haiz. i'm begining to feel sick!!! Argh!~ must be the Fluenza bug!~ shucks... must stay strong....

Not enough sleep... argh~ bad day man... not enough sleep and woke up to my Dad's lecturing on "How to wake up early in the morning without Parents calling you up." ... Its only 8am... Shecks... Ever since the Secondary school Era. I am definately not used to waking up so early. Shucks. And anyway, i wake up due to motivation. Nowadays when my morale is so low, how to wake up so early???? *Sigh* Too bad my Dad doesn't knows...

Spend the whole day slacking. Surfing the computer, talking nonsense to friends, hang out at Club, having longggg Makan sessions. Geehz... thats the record of wat i'm being doing from 12 to 5. Err... 6 days to my first paper and i'm still so slack.

NO motivation. Simple reason as that. And not enough sleep. No wonder XiaoQian mentioned: "Y u so slack? I thought u yr 3?" Actually i am Year3... and thats why i'm so slack. She didn't see me for the past 2 weeks. So perhaps she didn't know that i was slogging the toughest project that made me sleepless for days. *haiz* Or perhaps the nice incident that happened to me recently?? Its alright.

Went to Orchard Library visit. I always visit the library when i'm feeling kindna empty inside. Maybe i'm hoping to see my ONE in the library?! haha... its not possible. Thats too TV style. I drop a book and apparently me and a gorgeous gal pick up the same book at the same time that we ended up conversing abt the book? how i like the book, and how she likes the book. LAME its not gonna happen.
Anyway, got a bunch of books again. Comic Books to be exact. I even got the "Astro Boy". Retro huh? Returned home to read finish my comic books. Ahh..... Feel so satisfied.

Should be time to start studying!! its abt time that i pick up my broken hearts, shattered mind and shagged body again to brace myself for another race.....

humm... my Mom was kindna sick.Abit food poisoning. Ate some bad porridge. Bad stomachache.

She called my 2nd Bro.

She always call for him, as he always knows how to handle her. I'm abit blur-blur when she is sick~

Mom is in bigpain . Me and 2nd Bro ready to leave for a 24hr Clinic.

She calls for Dad....

I call Dad on his HP.

"ok... 10 mins...."

Dad comes. Forces Mom to eat quite a number of pills and he even concoted a Garlic Soup for her.

Mom is pacified to sleep. 2nd Bro is sleeps in the room to take care of her. Dad leaves.

Whoa... that is one of the many reasons that i admire Dad. He handles things so smoothly. No kidding. One word from him, and he can actually coax my sick Mom to sleep~ Maybe its their 20+ years of unconditional love to each other, that can do such things... *ahhhh*

Fascinating huh?

Today read "Sounds of Colours", by Jimmy Ye. The author of Turn Left-Turn Right.

Interesting book as it seems to express itself talking about a visually handicapped girl walking through an underground station; something like S'pore's MRT system. The excitment of finding something unexpected, the feelings of happiness, sadness and all those others that can be found when you are in an escalator approaching the ground's "surprise". Is it a sunset? or a fun-filled circus waiting for you.

I feel that this book is very abstract as it taps on the imagination of the reader to understand the author's writings. Its not as straight-foward like its past works, as it focuses on the ideas of the readers.

The main character of the story ain't the visually handicapped girl, its the reader.

Humm... Have we considered our feelings when we are in an escalator going to somewhere?

I know i haven't... Maybe i can try that someday...

So feel ya feeling bored and want to get something very visual and not too wordy, go get the "Sounds of Colours"... keke...

Sigh~

No love, no money, no career prospect. Looks like i'm back to one.

She says that she wants to focus on her studies and that she already liked someone else. That i'm not her type.

I believe her. For i choose to believe that she is one of those that would hurt herself than hurt other pple.

I wish her well.

She msg me to tell me she wants to focus on her studies.

I have no mood to blog le.

Will get back when mood is better~

Woke up late for my booking of computer. *Dang*.... spoke too long on the phone. I think i'm getting to be more and more immune to the late sleeping le.... hahaha~ 3am(not bad le...)....

Arrived at school 10.20am. *sigh* there goes my 3 hour booking at the T14 computers... Had to further book a computer at 11am. Met quite a number of pple while waiting.

Saw(in order) Zeon(at his project lab), Eva, Tiff, Bingz, SiXianz(at FC5), Angeline(miss ya dear daughter... @ FC5), saw the kid that was the "manager" for my time's FO swimming activity( also @ FC5), Zhicheng(@ FC5), Eugene from Cha Dian(@ SAC foyer's wall), Chin Sun, Helen, Chuen Ming(@ Club), Hanqi & Zhen Hui(@ CSSC)... then i rushed home to meet her.....

watched "Underworld" today. *sigh* didn't bring enough cash. Hence have to make my date pay for the drinks/popcorns at the cinema. She also paid for the photo we took. Damn... i feel like a "Small White Face". I confirm will treat her to something good!!! Perhaps Nooch? or Cafe Cartel?.... humm...

Today! is the day i'll forever remember....

humm... Slept ard 2am in the morning just waiting for my project mates to send me project work.

Did other stuff like mIrc, iCQ, MSN and surf net. Incredibile how one person can be so bored doing so many things. Man~ Sigh~ working again at IAD sucks man..... Triied linking them but no use. Have to keep trying. Anway, Nyan asked me something abt FME. I didn't know what he was talking abt, but i tried my best. Something abt him not getting the Industrial Average. I went online and got this Dow Jones Industrial Average for Nyan, i think thats the wrong one. But wat the heck. When u onli had 6 hours of sleep for continous days(ard 6-7 days) and a BIG project on your back, i would have bursted myself into a sticky paste of human goo. Pardon my $%$^% attitude today, but my project has already started to freak me out...

Peace out... 2 more days to IAD submission.
-Report not done
-testing of project not done
-Linking of projects not done.

Nuah whole day at school! Cannot believe it. FYP no meeting~ haha... IAD nothing to do(finished my part yesterday). Had a whole day to myself. Met Kaiwei, Colleen,Donovan and Vespa at FC 5. Sat with them to watch the International Fest. They really had VERY tuff questions for the public. "Which country holds the largest beer festival?", "Which country does the Sahara Desert does NOT touch?". kaoz... seriously, do u think i would know? Anyway, afterwards had lunch with classmates. And then lunch again with my hao Jie Mei, Ai Chia.
After a long day facing the computer... me and the guys went for a long la-te session at Jurong West(corrected by Vespa). We tlaked alot. Got Don, Zeon, Vespa and me. Later joined by Kunz and Kaiwei. we talked as usual, cock. long time didn't felt so relaxed from the tedious projects i've been facing. anyway, was kindna feeling sick.. so i left ard 9pm+.... kanna scolded by mom for being so late... keke~

Been thinking abt my future. Wat will happen? *sigh* i guess whatever happens in one's future will depend on my own future.. keke~ anyway, visited quite a number of movie sites. The posters of Matrix Revolutions is out!!! keke.. go check it out~!
The Matrix Trilogy
Kill Bill
Turn Left Turn Right

Wednesday. 2 more days to iad submission... haha... finally. But sadly, due to Fate's misfortune, we got 2 more days to submit the IAD!!! Arghh.... *sigh*
Good: cause got more time to settle the project nicely
Bad: have to suffer 2 more days doing the project...

Nyan did a good job in helping me out... thanks man... Anyway, next tues is Junz B'Day. Need suggestions on giving him something innovative. Facial stuff, shirt, wat else can i give?? Suggestions?

Tuesday, 3 more days to IAD. i cannot believe that i'm counting my days left to finish my project while i'm absolutely doing nothing at it. i really need help. Hence this where my friend, Nyan comes in... He is a master of a pro, pro of a master , master of a master. Programmers of programmers. He can actually finish my codings in an hour.... Unbelievable? He has a PhD in it in his country. He is the pro... He can beat the teacher..... keke... Really hopes he can help with my codings...

Anyway, i was talking cock at club around noon time. And Bao Kun asked me whether i was going to chase V. humm... No! I've decided to remain single for a while.... *sigh* anyway... my friendster account got more and more pple le... very happy... keke.... Even got to meet Lynn in Friendster....

Monday... 4 more days to my salvation from IAD. *sigh*
coding are half done, but how about my paper work!? humm.... haiz.. just hope that day comes and get it over with! At last.... end of the tiring journey with the IAD project. I've been thinking... i seriously don't have time to do my revision on the coming exams! *Argh*
*Ah_pek84 pours tea for Vincent*

Must calm down...

*Vincent drinks tea*

Anyway, participated in this realy fun web site where you get to know pple... www.friendster.com its kindna fun... anyway, *blushes* i got to know this gal from this site... should take time to know her... keke :p

Sunday... can't help but just laze around. The meeting on Chinese Orchestra was kindna *toot*. I didn't bring any documents, making it very akward as i have nothing to show.... I found out that i was kindna quiet throughout the meeting. *sigh* must stay strong on my ideas!! This has always been my weakness. Not being able to stay strong on my ideas. *Shucks* anyway, basically the meeting was like more for the older pple(aka the council members of the orchestra) to participate in the concert concept. While... at least some of the pple in the Committee in the concert, is more clear in the concert. Thats good. haiz... the concert most prob should be on the right track.... Except now must rush everything to meet the datelines! *argh* ain't my projects more than enough?..keke....

Watched "Turn Left-Turn Right" with S. Walked all over Chinatown to Orchard then up down Orchard then back to Tiong Bahru plaza. Just trying to find a cinema that is still showing this movie... Tough man.... From 5.30pm to 9pm.... Long walk.... Met quite a number of pple(Known and unknown pple). Met L and Yuxiong.
Ok... i maybe the last person in the world to have seen the movie. But i do admit, this movie is good. This may sound crappy or lame. But seriously, i admit that the show is RIGHT!
"Fate is one when one person loves another and they love each another...", "Even if they meet a thousand times, or even a million times, and they still don't love each other, this isn't called fate..."
MUST get this movie's poster and VCD!@@ Well.... i've definately learned something from this show...
Often, when i see the sky, i wonder whether if my She is looking at the at the sky too. Wondering "Is my guy looking at the sky?".....
A fool i maybe, but this fool hope to find another fool...
Sometimes, waiting, patience and Fate plays alot... Although i recently lost a chance... i hoped that one day.... and perhaps its just that one day, Fate will come along and plant a chance near to me. Hoping that i can open it up, to find my surprise, saying to me, "I was looking for you too..."

Pardon me for being so &^$*@-lovely-dooby for this blog...

ok...S asked me out tomorrow. Will need to think about it. Cause my current project, IAD, is driving me insane. Now have to think abt what i'm going to do in a few hours time to plan my hours in the lab doing IAD.
*argh*
I realised that by doing most of my project using *jsp, it makes my work easier because there is no common standards between me and my group mates. They just have to complete the tasks given to them.
*sigh*
Yesterday i actually realised something. She doesn't even know that i like her! This just means that i am not even a competitor in her picture. Suxx man.
Now with my current IAD, i feel just so frozen by my love-life.

No gal, No $$, No career prospects.

*Sigh*

Want to watch movie! humm... don't know what to watch. Must keep an open eye....

*sigh*
didn't do much for IAD today. Kindna disappointed. But at least i manage to talk to my project members and explain to them fully on how to tackle on the project. Great that my members finally got the clear picture! Lets us all work hard gals!
FME did quite a sum too... My FME grp is "zai" man... can really dun need to worry on it. Gosh... my MOBC!TMD(not a module code, its a vulgarity!)... better work hard on it!... Full steam ahead!
Talking abt full steam ahead...
*sigh*
My plans on going full steam for my target has failed! Apparently she has gone steady with someone!.... haiz.. but fortunately my heart didn't hurt so much...Cause i think its because i haven't yet poured my feelings out. Or perhaps my mind is so full of projects that i had felt numb from the hurt? Or maybe i'm a veteren from disappointments?! What should i do now!? *SHucks* i hate crossroads!.... Anyway, thanks JieMei for the concern!~ i'm feeling better...
Guess my destiny is to go on searching... haha... didn't knew Fate has such a maze planned for me! *laughs*
P.S: Brother Junz... Take Care of your health bro... U need it...